Hope he’s ok. Vinnie if you read this, let it go brother. We were fast when we were young and we healed fast and had no responsibilities. Times have changed and you have nothing to prove. Yes I understand it’ll always be in the blood and when we put our helmets on we feel young again and are able to ride the way we used to. Fact is we are not. There’s so much more to life than this sport! It only takes one small mistake! Definitely not worth it! Prayers to you! And you’re family!!!!